So my mom says I should talk about it and seeing how I don't want everyone in Facebook land to know I will do it on my blog because no one reads it anyhow :). Today I got word that there will no new Murrish baby in September, the Doctors have finally given me the yes that I have been fearing and that I have miscarried. I have to go and get an D & C in the next few days and then this horrible terrible experience will be over.

So yesterday I signed up with a company called New England Crafters, they are a company that sends little trinkets for me to put together. After the trail run and I am accepted I can make up to $450.00 a set, this job will allow me to work at home at my own pace. That right there is worth everything, I am very excited to start and can't wait to get everything going. And even though I am not really crafty I will be making the same things over so it should be easy after a while. :)

This is one of the pixs of Grace, it was taken in 2008 but I love it and it is one of the only ones saved on our computer :)